DIDNT GET UPU.

"adalah rezeki kau nanti"
"tak. salah aku"
"maksud kau"
"aku tak banyak berdoa"

SEDIH

"sedih ah"
"la tahzan"
"tak semudah tu"

little stuff

serious talk. have you guys ever felt like you want to do something well because of someone or something. maybe, for someone you love, you want to score for exam so you can get rewards, you do it because you want to look perfect. you want to be perfect. and i can go on listing. i was like this. but hey, actually its not gonna work like this. just doesn't.

for ALLAH.
i went back home from tuition, then it just hit me. why be perfect for someone who isn't perfect or why do something just because you want something else in return. omaigod, i tell ya. if all you want to do is for something or someone, i bet it won't last long. #serious. i've been in that position. yeah, it may give you a lot of boost but it doesn't last long and its not constant.  anyways as Muslims,

Say, "Indeed, my prayer, my rites of sacrifice, my living and my dying are for Allah , Lord of the worlds. 
[6:162]

aw. :) such a beautiful verse. everything we do. waking up in the morning, sleeping, exercise, praying, studying. all for ALLAH. so the next time ya people feel like lazy, or giving up just remember its for ALLAH. and of course, when we want to give something for HIM, for ALLAH, we wanna make sure we give the best :) i know right! i feel like punching myself in the back now. cause like i feel like lazy like all like the time. 

Demi sebuah lesen.

hari ini kepenatan dan keributan melanda diriku. usai solat subuh, aku bertungkus-lumus menghabiskan sisa baki bacaan yang belum disentuh. sesungguhnya, aku takut sekali dengan kegagalan. aku rasa, mungkin aku akan lebih rela dengan kegagalan peperiksaan besar seperti spm berbanding kegagalan ujian bahagian 1. kenapa? sekurangnya, tidak perlulah ibuku membayar ganti rugi. hehe. setelah menunggu hampir sejam untuk dibawa ke tempat ujian di danau kota, aku diberi no 048 oleh sis di kaunter. sambil menunggu mataku tidak dapat duduk diam. melilau je kerja. asyik nak pandang orang. mungkin sebab aku terlalu nervous. tiba giliran aku, aku diarahkan bayar rm10 untuk gambar dan... sis kaunter kata aku tidak dibenarkan pakai sandal. aku .. aku sudah cuak. tapi aku teringat kak baby (cikgu aku) kata boleh sewa. tapi sis kaunter tu suruh aku pinjam kasut sis yang baru masuk. Alhamdulillah, syukur dia bagi. terima kasih ya my lovely kind-hearted saudara seIslam. YA ALLAH, kau bantulah dia di akhirat kelak. seperti mana yang telah Kau janji. 

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a., dari Nabi SAW, yang bersabda :

"Barangsiapa yang melapangkan seorang mukmin, suatu kesusahan dari kesusahan-kesusahan dunia, nescaya Allah akan melepaskan dirinya suatu kesusahan dari kesusahan-kesusahan di hari kiamat."

Riwayat Muslim.

InsyaALLAH~. Allahumma Ameen. Alhamdulillah, lulus juga ujian computer. 

me.

i told myself, no more giving up. no more tears. no more pain. just one moment to get a grip of my life once for all. and next, i gotta go on with my life. i have to move on. but that's what i told myself anyway. i didn't realize this stupid pain was continuing. i know, i mean i have faith everything will be better but it obviously still hurt while waiting for this time to pass. tired.

me.

what are we suppose to write in a blog?


 oh.

ketinggalan zaman.

Mukjizat.

kalau rasa stress! tension! marah! geram! sedih! :(
cepat cepatlah capai Al-Quran OK :)